| everywhere around me i am seeing an increasing amount of examples of
people acting horribly toward one another. people blurt out hurtful
insults and call people names without a second thought. it's always
faggot this and retard that. i'm sick of it. i thought humans were
generally decent, but more and more, i am being proved wrong. i find
this terribly, terribly depressing, especially since i have to go to
school with these animals five days a week for the next few months.
tell me now, is it really so bad to be interested in something other
than sports or hunting or picking up chicks? what kind of world are we
living in now where a guy can't talk about his interests in public
without being verbally harrassed and threatened? a sick world. a world
where i once thought peace could be a possibility. now i see the truth:
there's no fucking way world peace could ever be possible. we are all
fucking monsters.
this disturbing thought makees me feel a
plethora of emotions. the strongest of which would have to be sadness.
the amount of kindness and decency that i see gets smaller every day.
it is replaced with teasing and mocking. not just towards me, but all
around. i want to cry just thinking about what we all do to each other.
there's no love left. if there is, i dont know where it is. certainly
not in traverse city. |
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| long ago i lost something very important: the dust jacket for my copy of harry potter and the order of the phoenix.
if
anyone has one that they would be willing to give/send/sell to me (i
only need the dust jacket, i do NOT need the book), contact me RIGHT
AWAY! my book collection looks so ugly...
mcgilligan7@hotmail.com
keen_keane@yahoo.com |
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| i'm a big poopy face!
look at my face all full of poop |
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| I don't care about my xanga.
No one reads my xanga.
It's what I said.
Haha!
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| messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer |
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